The weeks are passing by, one after another. Things are moving so quickly, too quickly sometimes.. I wish time could slow down once in awhile, so we can pause and take a breather before diving yet again under the waves of work and pack schedules that leave no space for ourselves until the weekend. Sometimes, there's no weekends.

Already, I'm specialising in my vocation. The pace quickens, the demands increase, and more is expected. We will perform or get dismissed. That is the nature of life: little room for mistakes. Two years is not a short time. I'm thankful all the support I'm getting. Without all of you - eugene, alex, nick, kenneth, megan and eunice - I would just be a shadow of myself today. A hollow. I'm coming to an edge. My life feels so empty sometimes.. you guys are God's gift to me, a gift of sanity amidst the craziness of the world.

Having mee pok for lunch with genius on Saturday, trying our hand at making choc souffle and playing a bit of dota.. these are the simple joys that I had with my best friend this weekend. It made my heart ache though, for the simpler days of before.. where we could have done that every day, every weekend.. all that freedom of youth, lost.. I wish I had time enough to do that with my other best friends too. So many things I wanna do every weekend, so little time..

God. In You I find rest. In you I find the strength to go on. You've given me so much, so much. By Your grace You save me all the time. You give me hope in all of this.