How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren’t we able?
To see the signs that we missed,
try to turn the tables.
I wish you would unclench your fists,
and unpack your suitcase.
Lately there's been too much of this,
but don’t think its too late.
nothing's wrong
just as long
as you know that someday I will
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one who knows that
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
well I’d hope that since we’re here anyway
we can end up saying
things we have always needed to say
so we can end up staying
now the story's played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets re-write an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
nothing's wrong
just as long
as you know that someday I will
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one who knows that
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one who knows that
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren’t we able?
To see the signs that we missed,
try to turn the tables.
now the story's played out like this
just like a paperback novel
lets re-write an ending that fits
instead of a hollywood horror
nothing's wrong
just as long
as you know that someday I will
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one who knows that
someday
some how
gonna make it alright, but not right now
I know you’re wondering when
I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one who knows that
I know you’re wondering when
you’re the only one who knows that
I know you’re wondering when
This week has been another roller coaster ride again. And it hurts so bad to see her like this. i guess i'm experiencing what's common in all relationships huh.. beautiful heartache. first she's friendly, then she emos, then she's friendly again.. hella tiring..
waited outside math class for her (lunch break).. wanted very badly to talk to her too. waited, and waited. and waited somemore.. until she finally came out. she took a step in my direction, saw me, and headed the other way.
something broke inside me.
saw her in the library when i went to pass tze woon my kayaking one star course. Wanted to go over, but i needed to pass tze woon the form first. by the time i was done, she had gone.. God. my mind a whirl, it was all i could do not to scream. instead of curling into the foetal position, i did the next best thing: sleep away the pain..
after K.I. lesson, she was friendly again, as if nothing had ever happened. like i read too much into the small little insignificant actions. Yep, maybe i did. but it sure hurt like hell. guys are pathetic.
I've just created this blog to chronicle my life's journey through my jc life (or what's left of it, considering the first three months are almost over.. alot of momentious events have happened since i stepped into tj at the beginning of this year, and SADLY, I wasn't able to record them all down. pity. so, here's a preemptive measure to ensure that I don't further miss out on the vital parts of my college life. :)
