right.
if i did use that particular word, it was not meant.
Clarification: He never has, and never is, doing anything of that sort.
so forgive me, or not, if you will,
for this misunderstanding.
rage if you must.
it is at an end now.
if i have written it, then i apologise unreservedly to all parties involved.
it was not intentional.
the only person i'm truly sorry to for this mess,
and it does indeed seem as if i caused it partially,
is my best friend.
I have betrayed you,
unintentionally,
but nevertheless.
I am sorry.
I don't expect forgiveness,
afterall,
expectations kill.
But if there is any chance to make amends,
I will endeavor to do so.
Be it a year,
ten years,
or my whole life time,
I am in your debt,
my best friend,
whether you regard me as one
or not.

As for the other one,
whom I thought was possible to reason with,
to reach peaceful terms,
I give up.
Thanks for using me as your leverage to exact pain
on my best friend.
You turned out to be a raging, uncontrollable, unreasonable, insiduous,
beast.
Am I wrong?
Yes, I probably am.
But afterall,


what I perceive, is reality.
and reality is the way you are right before me.

Why should I not stoop to your level and behave like you?
"because I'm better than you?"

Pity, everlasting,
remains wholely, unreservedly,
for you.
whether you like it or not.