I need a boost of adrenaline.
I need to understand the huge amount of chem equations.
I need to REMEMBER that huge amount of chemistry.
Sheesh.
Why must they have a test in the middle of march?
Why can't it be when school reopens?
I guess its to remind us to study.
Its mad.

Anyway, I did anything but study till today.
haha, two days before the crappy science tests.
Huge amounts of chem to remember.
Huge amounts of physics to remember.
Its all about memorising overloads of information.
Understanding is easy though.

(scrap the above two paragraphs. Senseless, stressed up ramble.)

I kinda feel that there's ample amounts of time,
yet simultaneously, there's this nagging feeling that there isn't.
Still, I refuse to panic.
Its a strange thing, panic.
A deceleration of time as you watch yourself screw up with acute clarity.
Most of the time one has the time to think:
"shit, why am I screwing up?!"
Its a real crappy feeling.

Anyway, I took a few days off this March hols to:
go rollerblading (hooray)
catch Step Up 2 (really hilarious movie, but cheesy ending)
eat
sleep
organise the notes on the study table (finally.)
clean up da room (double finally.)
accompany megan on her navel piercing experience (lol)

Is that all? sheesh.
Its not enough.
I need more. (craves.)

Well, its two more days and then the tests are over.
I want good results.
So, back to studying.

PS: I got E for H1 A level chinese.
=)
NO MORE CHEENA FOREVER!
I escaped the additional 250 minute trap on the timetable. hooray!
^^