Friday nights out with megan is always good. I'm glad we met again, like after who knows how long. Really bonded again like hot fudge stickiness. heh. Believe me when I say I'm gonna eat a steak and salmon. LOL. And thank you for converting me over to the hot side of starbucks. =) simply heaven, that nice coffee machiato with LOADS of vanilla, cinnamon, nutmeg and chocolate toppings. haha. Oh and if I spoilt your night out with someone else, I'm really sorry. lol, though I kinda knew who was coming when you smsed to tell me. haha! Kinda feels awkward at times, but I'm glad he's understanding. I think. Though I kinda feel he's being tolerant and suppressing fits of jealousy. Scary. He is a nice guy. right?

Being honest, everytime I see ECs (yess, more than one.) walk by, there's this urge to get a girl friend. This awful sense of loneliness sets in and I feel that I'm the only one left in the world who's single and alone. Kinda like the dementors. Then the ECs walk out of sight and the warmth of my friends return. Zzst.

"why not get MANY girlfriends?"
- Eh, no. One is difficult enough.

" why not be cassanova joshua?"
-Sorry ZAI, but I'm not intelligent, good-looking and rich, therefore not possible, according to yiling's 3 qualities of guys.

"just have many flings"
- It gets meaningless after awhile.

At the end of the day, its left to this:
"screw the attractions and focus on Promos."