watch the fan blades spinning.
round and round it goes.
All a blur.
pseudo oscillation
reflecting choppy images;
a scattering of light
through empty space,
lance through my dillating eye.
Focus and barely see
reality bending
in the mirrored realm
of fantasy
mirroring
the trembling
of a crumbling
world.
Mine.
I love hanging out with you oac guys! From laughing at stupid videos like Indian Thriller on youtube to the Nintendo DS craze unique to us, the bonding just gets better. Wilder. =) What insane times we have! Adri's house is damn cool, with a chin up bar outside his bathroom.. =p compulsory 5 before entry.. I should do that too. =D Visit Dex's house next. =b
I owe teachers alot, ALOT, of homework. oops. Amazing how each day feels crazily long and then passes by in a flash of fatigue and pain. 5 months gone. poof. like that. scary stuff. haha
June camp is nearing. I'm scared. Really really scared. I'm not fit enough to meet the standards yet. I think Samantha (Grand senior) doesn't like me. I think I'm gonna be singled out by the seniors and grand seniors during the camp. I don't want to crack. Hate it. Alot. I've got to train very hard now. Distance myself from the seniors and grand seniors, so that I won't feel so hurt when they will (THEY WILL) start giving real ap. During the camp from hell. Buff up damage control. I have to.