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morning
Tuesday, 1 May 2007

Sleep is elusive when your mind is frantically running through the multitudes of "what ifs", enacting scenario after wishful scenario. I realised I have yet to draft out my PI. yeah, i'm almost screwed.

As I grew older, life became messier. Additional responsibilities and increasing expectations can really crush the fun right out of life. Find a balance or die horribly trying to catch up like me now. Maybe I should become a mugger again. laughs.

Its almost certain that I will miss titans because of pre-university seminar. And I'll miss tomorrow's learning journeys too. I'm starting to regret badly the decision to join this hyped-up crap. I seriously don't know what this is all about.

There's a hundred and one things for me to do, but I chucked them all aside, since I'm here. What's there to do, you ask? Read up on ethics for K.I., all my math tutorials, study for chem test tomorrow, read newsweek, do physics tutorials, CHEENA HMWK.

Its a lazy holiday morning, with grey clouds peppering the blue-ish sky. Cool wind bringing in the scent of coffee, instantaneous lust for mocha. Resists. In my little world, there's no such thing as homework. Really. Just me, my music and my thoughts of you. Oh, and not forgetting the marvelous amount of food in the kitchen. Licks. Green lawn roughly cut, with the little moths fluttering. Carefree happy dance under the smile of the Sun. And I would dance with you, if only you'll let me. Into your heart. For now, I'm crowded out.

9:07 am