Inner tranquility.
Slip and slide from one random idea to the next as I gazed up at the cloudy sky. Vertigo... This world could be simpler. The afternoon heat wave swamped the stands where I slouched in languid misery. My earphones askew and useless, I began to seek other pleasures. And the vice came soon enough, in the delirious poking and singing and giggling with sam and yiling. A distraction from the brutal splinter in my mind: she's avoiding me. Lost myself in the swirling fog of fun. Then I saw her. I trailed her with sad contemplative eyes until my ffil caught my eye. I almost blushed. I guess I'm read easily. adore my ffil. =)
and I'm given a reason to smile. ^^