this week has been such a rotten one.

What with seeing 3 teachers and the discipline master. sigh. burning high frequency. Though, miss lim was so very nice! =) like her alot!

Monday:
1. physics SPA.
2. found out I got into hc. but what happened after that was quite demoralising.
3. got to do my treasurer's proposal
4. plus lots of homework undone.

Tuesday:
1. ms nansi was so disappointed that half the lecture class did not do their lit essay.. sorry ms nansi! =x
2. Cheena oral. think I failed it.
3. met ms t. and another teacher together. got grilled for not attending the pre-university seminar meeting on the previous saturday, 12th of May, and going for my kayaking two star course instead. Was told that I'm out of pre-university seminar. That night, I had the premonition that the matter wasn't that easily solved.
4. was late for hc meeting.
5. titans training.
7. met up with ALEX! ohyeah, that was a good one.. almost late.. lol, rushed down in a cab, got stuck in a jam, and prayed fervently for the doors to the concert hall to still be open. it was. ^^ saw alot of familiar faces at the vjc choir performance at the esplanade. had supper at macs before chilling at his place. reached home around 1 am.
6. plus, lots of homework undone.

Wednesday:
1. we (oac) failed quite badly at orientiering.
2. My right leg still feels very very injured.
3. Got worse after I ran the 6 rounds around the track.
4. plus, a lot more homework to be done.

Thursday:
1. My premonition is right. had to meet the discipline master in the morning cos ms t and her friend blew the issue out of proportion (my opinion). Three page report on ME. I'm honoured beyond recognition.
2. felt abit depressed with the prospect of being kicked out of HC.
3. had double period math. x_x
4. met the discipline master AGAIN. continued his cross examination for one hour till P.E. was over.
5. have to see him every morning at 7.20am or earlier until my lateness is resolved.
6.Saw HC teacher-in-charge regarding my lateness, pre-university seminar, the discipline master, etc. She is very very very nice! =)
7. Had to see the P.E. teacher 'cause I missed P.E. have to do 4 make-up sessions next week. X_X
8. Correction: BOTH legs now hurt like crazy. couldn't run the 7 km route for titans training today.
9.still have tons of homework to do.

Friday:
1. was on time for school (sigh with relief)
2. (oac) I couldn't finish the pull-ups. Arms too weak, no stamina.
Worst example of communication breakdown happened today.
we exceeded the time limit by a factor of two.
Forced myself to run around the track for punishment.
everyone was agitated.
we didn't manage to finish camp craft session.
no time extension.
deborah cried.
Seniors talked to us one-to-one.
got tekaned by this P.E. teacher who was formerly in charge of oac during evaluation. what the hell?!
she's using us as free labour on monday to put up a banner.
her excuse is to see if we are worthy of being oac intructors-in-training. "why in the world should we prove it to you?"
she had that smug smile that said "I'm so clever! Thought of such an ingenious way to make people work for me! they will never know! hahahaha."
dislike her alot.
Her comments during evaluation were close to useless.
She has the most loserish ideas.
We accumulated a total punishment of 420 push ups.
sweet agony to be enjoyed all at one go another day. i'm lovin it.
3. the rain prevented me from going home again.
4. HOMEWORK.



Its a beautiful fresh saturday morning.. Rest and some reprive from the hell I endured. Strange though, I don't feel so emotionally pissed and angry as I thought I would have. Maybe I've grown up a little. Or maybe I've just gone cynical. Sad acceptance of such a way of life, or keeping under control the strife that threatens to break free and wreak havoc all over. For now, its just a calm that soothes my very soul. I remember praying to God for the strength from Him to get through this week. I survived. I'm happy.

Miss Lim talked about being responsible.. as a student, as a HC elect, as an OAC(razy) intructor-in-training, as a teammate, as a classmate, as a child, as a brother, as a friend, as someone special to that special someone. Multiple roles on the vibrant stage of life, God, I ask for a new thing. Give me the strength to juggle all, plus being a Christian that makes your heart glad. Amen.